Saturday, October 06, 2007

Ignore the world

Asforesaid, I'm a good listener. When people have problem, they confide in me, talk to me and ask me for advice. I always try my best to help them solve and overcome the problem they encounter. Most of the time, I don't really know if they find my advice useful or not. However, I really appreciate that people do talk to me about their problems.

But, who's going to listen to me when I got problem. I'm just a normal newbie adult facing problems too. On the surface I may seem fine but I'm not. I don't just go around talking about my problem. I only talk to those who are willing to listen and I feel comfortable with. It's hard to find someone to talk to, really.

Some people judge me base on the fact that I don't have problem thinking that my life is very smooth. I do have problems too you know? Sometimes I go around solving problems hoping things will turn out better for everyone but in the end, it's just the same person spoiling everything again. There's alot I wanted to say but if I say it, I will hurt and harm alot of people. Someone teach me what to do!

Maybe I shouldn't get involved too much. Getting a grip on your problems means knowing when to let go. Actually I can just ignore everything that is happening around me and pretend not to know anything. Living in my little own world of happiness instead of seeking adventure outside. The more you know, the unhappier you are.

Comprehend me. How?