Pre-NS feelings

10.37am. After 23 hours later, I will be at Pulau Tekong's auditorium hall with a new chapter in life. Wondering how is it like and how different it is from what I've pictured in my mind. What a wierd feeling now.

I have friends that: completed NS, few more months till completion, just POP-ed, still in Tekong, enlisting today, enlisting with me and some not really soon to be enlisted.

Honestly, I think I'm pretty nervous since the begining of this week. Alot of items are bought last minute. It's completed if I didn't miss anything out. Since Monday, I have been SMS-ing, MSN-ing and making lots of phone calls to lots of people seeking opinion and advice on what to bring. Special thanks to my MapleStory buddy, Terzaghi (your name should be Jia Ming or something if I remember correctly), who answers me question by question paitently. Of course, thank you to those who got pestered by me too.

A hearty thanks to Benny because he wrote a super long entry in his blog dedicated to me on guiding me about NS life. Thanks alot! A big pity you can't come and see me off tomorrow.

Now, I gotta stay in island Tekong for another two weeks before stepping on my mainland again. Don't worry, I won't miss my queen size bed because it's a priviledge, not a must. Television shows? Already set timer on my DVD recorder. My brother will be constantly SMS-ing me on the happenings at the world (nothing much can happen during this two weeks I guess but who knows). I might miss my N80 because it's so handy! It's like my personal assistant and mini entertaintment gadget. The most missed thing would be the Internet. Feel so lost without being connected to the world. GPRS is expensive. Hope they do have newspaper for me to read.

Yes, Zihui, I will SMS you on my first night. Won't be turning on my phone often; just fly me a SMS so I can read it. In order to save my battery's stamina, please pardon me if I don't reply your SMS. I will only bring one spare battery in as handphone battery is darn expensive.

Will I miss my family members? Perhaps. Used to see their face everyday. Will I miss my little "bird cage" home? Perhaps. It's my shelther. What else will I miss?

Hopefully I don't have officer(s) that behaved like untamed beast as if his mother is a wild boar. Also pray that my mates are not the type that got possessed by 7-years-old kid and start doing childish act.

Ghost story. I'm a fan of it but I never spread it because I never like spreading rumours. Just treat it as another story. Afterall, which place in Singapore is not haunted. Shall not comment too much regarding it as a form of resect which is why I never discussed about religious issue in my blog. (That's abit off-topic)

Crap. Write so long for what. It's just a two weeks confinement. Why do I have to make a big fuss over it. Like what my papa says, two years will be fast.

AHH.. QHOOO! Anyone miss me?

Wish you DEATH!

I was reading through some archives and now I'm boiling mad. It just makes me realise how dark the human nature is.

Just blame me on my stupidity on trusting everyone too much. I thought it was a new beginning of fun but I'm wrong. You people have no brains! Everyone is just like a dog being chained to follow commands by your master.

Stop finding problem with the most little problem you have. Dogs out there, think first before using your brain to make comments. Dog is too loyal to its master that it can't think what is right or wrong. Really wish that you were dead or dying.

Of course, the little unchained dogs have no rights in voicing out for fear of being abused. What is this. WHAT IS THIS!!

Now I'm wondering, am I in the wrong for being nice? I am nice yet I'm abused for your pleasure. Please think of things on the intelligent side. Your master is just another piece of junk and you are just crap which is worthless than junk. You all should die.

Just because JUNK-A has more power and you all stick over to his side. You all don't even think about who's right and who's wrong and start siding him. The sad side of life. If all the stupid dogs like you die, it would be a greater to be in. JUNK-A should die too. I will shoot one bullet by one bullet into your 10 fingers each before firing a automated machine gun into your anus.

Trust me, I will never forget you all and the comments. One day, you will gonna pay for it. Even if you come begging me to let you off as it's already over for so long, too bad. You should already know your mistake "so long" ago.

Those who know me will know that I'm nice to everyone except those who offended me. Sorry but I'm not the "forgive and forget" type. I'm not a saint but I'm not a devil.

Jerry's not stupid. I know who's good to me and who's not. I just know alot of things but I prefer to keep quiet.

Which is more important? Truth or power?

Wanna game?

Everyone loves playing game. Be it a simple hopscotch with your friends at the void deck or a massive multiplayer online role playing game (MMORPG) with your buddies at the virutal world. Perhaps the game we play varies according to our age that's why people always like to give the remark of "childish game".

If you think with your head, every game is childish. However it's good to be childish sometimes. Those adult that complains about a certain game is childish because they think too highly of themself. How do they judge a game? By its graphics.

I went to the Games Convention Asia (GCA) 2007 with Teck Thong and Ben. They are not friends but nevermind. Ben (according to me) is an avid gamer whereas TTT belongs to the "dislike gaming" type. Not going to talk much regarding the GCA but will share abit mroe about it.

GCA is a wonderful event which you will feel at ease and comfort while walking around inside. No pressure from salesperson to force you buy their product. No noisy "last hour offer" or people stuffing tons of brochures into your hand. Instead, you will see a lot of staff eagerly showing off their console or game and giving you a chance to test it out hands-on. After testing their game you will receive a valuable item from them. The best gift is a 1GB thumbdrive from the Nokia booth after playing their game on the new N95-8GB and N81. (NICE PHONE!)

Of course, you don't see man there only. You see woman, children and even senior citizens. Who says gaming is for man? A beautiful office lady can be a deadly killer in the game CouterStrike while a hunk by the swimming pool can be a pro in playing handheld DDR (dance dance revolution).

I strongly believed that gaming has no age limit or gener limit. Anyone can play anytime of game. Every game has its diffculty, attractive point and turn-off part. Gaming can be classified as generally boring or interesting. It's how you play the game and how you interpret it.

Some of the never-outdated game includes: Monopoly, Snake & Ladder, Tic-Tac-Toe and perhaps paper aeroplane. Sometimes simple game can be very fun to play too.

Some intelligent people just love laughing at people who play childish game (eg MapleStory, Mario or Daytona). Certain easy game is good for you to clear your mind but enough power to get you hooked and addicted to it. Mario is a very good game. Some people only play game that has superb good graphics (eg Cabal or World of Warcraft). I have no objections against it as everyone has different liking to the games genre. So, please stop making your decision on game a must for all your friends to follow.

Everyone loves to play game although we all love different game.